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{/Saturday-Sunday-Monday-Tuesday --

Apr 14, 2009 ( 3:32:00 PM )

Saturday-Sunday
saturday thats a Dday for me actuallyz. zzz. feeling tired and cant slp. I cant wait to go for kui's praty tonight. coz i'm planning smthng. thats killing me. =X at the end. i went late. almost 11 plus only i reached thr. all going bac hom d. inlcudin hannah =( . coz i wana take this chance to tell her that. i fall for her d. for a moment i was so relief coz she's bac d. but my heart cant stands more. and i msg her! omg. thats suck huh. stupid tong. For god sake! i broke my own rules. i SMOKE . damn it. thats for the 1st time in my life i took it up. God damn it. i cant stands more. i wana released it out d. 3! i took 3! lucky i juz inhaled and exhaled it. dint made it into my lung. coz it will kill me. die faster. She dint reply anythin juz some sms wif the word errs errs errs.. cant stand it. called up chun kit and wei hong. play cc at strike to stress it out. played till 5am plus! =X Sunday thats the day i'm HURT a lot. was so down. she called me. her godbro answered the phone. and rejected me. so down.... but i told myself. i wont give up easily. coz i wana tell her that. i love her. and thats her. the only her.
Monday-Tuesday
went to skul on monday by wei hong car. dono wana talked wat wif hannah whn i saw her. juz feelin very gang ga. i scare i kacau her. and scare that she get shocked. and stil so thick face to talk wif her. i cant stand it. i wana talk to her. juz i don hav the guts to do it. i wan i wan i wan!! i missed whn she smiled at me. and wah towards me. i wan she do it againz. that nitex juz sent a good nitex msg to her. she replied me. =) i'm happy wif that. tuesday. today huh. stil the same. i dono wana talk wat wif her.. i juz scare. hannah. i'm not trying to pi kai u. juz i scare i dono wat topic should i start to talk wif u. =( i wana talk lots wif u. giv me sometimes k? i need times to digest it. i juz cant stop thinking of u. hmm.