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tong, 19
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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
THURSDAY (23/4/2009)
nitex. abt 11 pm smthng. nearly to 12. poh chiang came and fetched me. as usual hanging out de. 9 ppl. going to futsal at bukit jambul there. v booked at the time of 12 sharp but late for few mins. Me+poh chiang+chun kit+wei hong+guo wen+wilson+kui kui+alex+boon su. rm75. enjoyed the match. later on went to kayu and ate. abt 2 smthng only bac hom.
FRIDAY (24/4/2009)
zzz. bad bad dayz for me. ass. knocked someboday car. accident!! shit. rainin day. and i need to fetch sis to tution. on the way near the gembira there. sunddenly front of my car stopped. and i couldnt b fast and bang the car. thn the bac one hit it up. SANDWISHED. lucky din get scold by mom and dad. went to police station to made report. rm 4. zzz. bad day.
SATURDAY (25/4/2009)
went to watched movie. COMING SOON. wif chun kit+wei hong+wilson+camel+joo fong+wang shao wei. i'm late at there. lucky wilson waiting me at there. finissh movie went to find poh chiang. chit chat a while thn going bac home. b4 tat. went to seaside. highway ther. enjoyz. i miss her. since thursday. our msg bcom less. i dono wat happen. i hope that she's still remember me?? hmm. hannah.
Saturday (18th/4/09) thats the day v went to a trip at Ipoh and Cameron. Early morning abt 5 sharp. i woke up and cleaning my boots. since v got a friendly match at Ipoh. and i forgot to clean it up few days bac before. Last mins againz. xD 5.30 am. mami and dad brought me to CRC. all waiting at there to depart. Main island got 10 players includin me. and v wil stopped at prai juru toll there to pick up another 6 players. total of 16. =) Players.. were.
1.me (xD) 2.Rambo 3.Roti bao 4.ah zhi 5.alex 6.ah sheng 7.yuan sheng 8.9 bo
9.9 zhai 10.ah seng 11.ah he 12.ah ming 13.wen de 14.ah tiong 15.muhhamad 16.owen
and loh bak plus coach.
1stly v stopped at taiping there. took our breakfast ther. =) thn later on v went to taiping zoo. v wasted actuallyz. coz nobody really enjoyz the zoo trip. hahas. luckily sponsored by coach. aftr the zoo-ing. v went to IPOH JUSCO . wth. i tot last trip wif mbs would be the last time i went to there. and now. v need to go and shoppin plus lunch! V crapped at there and fooled arnd de. evrybody looked at us. tot v r frm othr planet. hahas. seems happy coz v walked as a team. and prank as a team too! xD later on. v went to PCRC (Perak CRC) v got a friendly match at there for us. and for the veterans too. =) v should play agaisnt a chinse team. in the end. play against a team a malay team whic won the piala presiden. 1stly v were scared. but aftr in the match. thn v started to fear ntg. coz v played better than them. thanksfully for their keeper putting a lot of horrible mistake. v won the game 6-5. wat a match huh.=) later on was veteran match. whic our team lost 3-1. they played well and organized well. they deserved it for those veterans. =) aftr the match. v went to Cameron. our last stop. =) v gambling all the way. frm penang till now. wow. won a lot money. xD 50 smthng. v went to a malay restaurant at cameron ther. v booked for 2 days. ate a lot. like moutain. coz hungryz till like hai de. later nitex v took a walk at ther thn bac to our apartment. the craziest thing was. after had our dinner. 2 hours later. coach phoned us and asked us all to go to his apartment thr and took steamboat! and the time was 12am. omg. aftr steamboat. our stomach really growing out a lot d. went bac to our apartment and gambled. AGAIN. =D v slept at 3 ++ am and woke up the next day at 8 ++am. zzz. all seems tired and steam d. wat2do. need to go for breakfast and farm de. v took a lot of pics inside our apartment. wont be post it out at here. coz thats a lot of it. will upload in my fs de. check it out huh. =) v went to the same restaurant and eat againz . later. went to farm and bought our strawberries and others. v bought a lot at there. especially ah sheng and ah zhi. u cant imagine it. abt 1 smthng. v went bac to the restaurant againz. and eat eat eat. zzz. should be keepin fit de at here. in the end. all addin up their weight. some fed up like me. ate less d. same shop de. zzz. aftr takin our lunch. v went to the tea farm and strawberries farm. last stop d. thn went bac to penang. thats a lot of fun wif my frenz. and thanks to Rambo. u kept usin chinese wif me. now i nearly cant used to it talkin hokkien wif frenz d. hahas. ENJOY THE CRC TRIP! =D
Saturday-Sunday
saturday thats a Dday for me actuallyz. zzz. feeling tired and cant slp. I cant wait to go for kui's praty tonight. coz i'm planning smthng. thats killing me. =X at the end. i went late. almost 11 plus only i reached thr. all going bac hom d. inlcudin hannah =( . coz i wana take this chance to tell her that. i fall for her d. for a moment i was so relief coz she's bac d. but my heart cant stands more. and i msg her! omg. thats suck huh. stupid tong. For god sake! i broke my own rules. i SMOKE . damn it. thats for the 1st time in my life i took it up. God damn it. i cant stands more. i wana released it out d. 3! i took 3! lucky i juz inhaled and exhaled it. dint made it into my lung. coz it will kill me. die faster. She dint reply anythin juz some sms wif the word errs errs errs.. cant stand it. called up chun kit and wei hong. play cc at strike to stress it out. played till 5am plus! =X Sunday thats the day i'm HURT a lot. was so down. she called me. her godbro answered the phone. and rejected me. so down.... but i told myself. i wont give up easily. coz i wana tell her that. i love her. and thats her. the only her.
Monday-Tuesday
went to skul on monday by wei hong car. dono wana talked wat wif hannah whn i saw her. juz feelin very gang ga. i scare i kacau her. and scare that she get shocked. and stil so thick face to talk wif her. i cant stand it. i wana talk to her. juz i don hav the guts to do it. i wan i wan i wan!! i missed whn she smiled at me. and wah towards me. i wan she do it againz. that nitex juz sent a good nitex msg to her. she replied me. =) i'm happy wif that. tuesday. today huh. stil the same. i dono wana talk wat wif her.. i juz scare. hannah. i'm not trying to pi kai u. juz i scare i dono wat topic should i start to talk wif u. =( i wana talk lots wif u. giv me sometimes k? i need times to digest it. i juz cant stop thinking of u. hmm.
Wednesday - Thursday
2 days d. i played dota. this time diff. coz went out and played. since i'm alone at house on wednesday. so i called up wei hong chunkit and wei lim for dota-ing. mrng at skul heard a lot of stupid stuff. and mthrf**ker. cant bear it up. try to release stress. thats the only way to think postively. and i don wan keep thinking those uneccesary stuff. sucks dude. nitex hang out wif pc and wilson. went to HONG. thx lot that i can wasted my time more on outdoor than stayin at house thinkin stupid. Thursday morning. today. went to fetch chun kit wif samuel . already made a date wif them to play . yesterday netcity today infinity. me chun kit samuel wei lim kelvin bryan yougesha and kumaran. dominated a lot. thanks again for noobies team that made me at least happy =) hahas. zzz. get bac. SHOW TIME i'm so stupid that continue playin at home. my dad fed up wif me and kept yelling at me. tiz time. he seems seriously. threw a chair and brke it up. i was juz shocked and standing at there facing the music. i should stop it. WAKE UP MR TONG. i need to phoned mummy. seems that she's the only one my saviour. i went to picked her up at tanjung bungah hotel (meetin at ther frm tuesday till tomorrow) mood so down. thanks to my mummy =) i ate a lot at there. free . ! coolz= D inside car on the way bac to home. mummy told me abt dad's reasons for angrying.i silent. and i knw. thats not my dad's fault and i should not blame on him. He get a lot of pressure since he get promoted as the Head of Maths Department. I'm sorry dad. i should not played. i should study and focus more to books. inside car.. going to cry. but i try no too. coz i wont crying infront of ppl. =X
Pc spoiled for few dayz.
now only got the chance to updated it. =)
FRIDAY
went so tuition. many newcomers today. MBS-ian dominate againz. v should be sitting infront. but the dummy girls conquered all those placed. v came late and ended up sitting at the back. next week v r going bac to front. later on. went to Revolution Concert (Christian Concert) not so interesting as i tot. din expect that very less attend it. v went for a while (me,ck,wh,pc,momo,give,gw,kk,alex and zy) me, ck , wh and zy went to Arizona? i think. not really knw the name. wana go early. coz i tired to c smthng take i dwn to c at CHUCRH!! Argh! zy left early during cc-ing. sam,hannah and zy went to M. v finished our game at 1 am plus? went to M and fetch them bac.
SATURDAY
ntg much to say today. at nitex abt 11 plus. ntg to do.wei hong phone me and ajak me to cc. hahas. ck not going coz at alor setar for chengbeng. v played till 4 am plus. wat the heck. and almost cant pay all the money. kept calculating whtr enough to pay or not. luckily yes. Jesus. =)
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FRM TONG
SUNDAY 1025
ENJOY FRENZSHIP =)
yesterday 1st of april.
juz went to skul only.
many started to fool arnd de.
wth.
how old d? still playing huh? hahas. nvmd. i'm taking part too. xD
later on.aftr skul.
went for a movie..
1stly wana watch 12 rounds.
coz of someone else.
thanks to u now huh. =)
v watched KNOWING
me,chunkit,weihong,their frenz(look alike wang shao wei),poh chiang and monique.
whn v juz stepped into the ground of QB.
start againz our favourites one.
cold jokes.
hahahas.
and v stil can crapped a lot and fooled the ice cream girl.
hahas.
enjoyzed the show if u guyz. =)
thanks dude.
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/Lates Update --
Apr 30, 2009 ( 7:09:00 AM )
THURSDAY (23/4/2009)
nitex. abt 11 pm smthng. nearly to 12. poh chiang came and fetched me. as usual hanging out de. 9 ppl. going to futsal at bukit jambul there. v booked at the time of 12 sharp but late for few mins. Me+poh chiang+chun kit+wei hong+guo wen+wilson+kui kui+alex+boon su. rm75. enjoyed the match. later on went to kayu and ate. abt 2 smthng only bac hom.
FRIDAY (24/4/2009)
zzz. bad bad dayz for me. ass. knocked someboday car. accident!! shit. rainin day. and i need to fetch sis to tution. on the way near the gembira there. sunddenly front of my car stopped. and i couldnt b fast and bang the car. thn the bac one hit it up. SANDWISHED. lucky din get scold by mom and dad. went to police station to made report. rm 4. zzz. bad day.
SATURDAY (25/4/2009)
went to watched movie. COMING SOON. wif chun kit+wei hong+wilson+camel+joo fong+wang shao wei. i'm late at there. lucky wilson waiting me at there. finissh movie went to find poh chiang. chit chat a while thn going bac home. b4 tat. went to seaside. highway ther. enjoyz. i miss her. since thursday. our msg bcom less. i dono wat happen. i hope that she's still remember me?? hmm. hannah.
{/CRC's Trip --
Apr 20, 2009 ( 4:33:00 PM )
Saturday (18th/4/09) thats the day v went to a trip at Ipoh and Cameron. Early morning abt 5 sharp. i woke up and cleaning my boots. since v got a friendly match at Ipoh. and i forgot to clean it up few days bac before. Last mins againz. xD 5.30 am. mami and dad brought me to CRC. all waiting at there to depart. Main island got 10 players includin me. and v wil stopped at prai juru toll there to pick up another 6 players. total of 16. =) Players.. were.
1.me (xD) 2.Rambo 3.Roti bao 4.ah zhi 5.alex 6.ah sheng 7.yuan sheng 8.9 bo
9.9 zhai 10.ah seng 11.ah he 12.ah ming 13.wen de 14.ah tiong 15.muhhamad 16.owen
and loh bak plus coach.
1stly v stopped at taiping there. took our breakfast ther. =) thn later on v went to taiping zoo. v wasted actuallyz. coz nobody really enjoyz the zoo trip. hahas. luckily sponsored by coach. aftr the zoo-ing. v went to IPOH JUSCO . wth. i tot last trip wif mbs would be the last time i went to there. and now. v need to go and shoppin plus lunch! V crapped at there and fooled arnd de. evrybody looked at us. tot v r frm othr planet. hahas. seems happy coz v walked as a team. and prank as a team too! xD later on. v went to PCRC (Perak CRC) v got a friendly match at there for us. and for the veterans too. =) v should play agaisnt a chinse team. in the end. play against a team a malay team whic won the piala presiden. 1stly v were scared. but aftr in the match. thn v started to fear ntg. coz v played better than them. thanksfully for their keeper putting a lot of horrible mistake. v won the game 6-5. wat a match huh.=) later on was veteran match. whic our team lost 3-1. they played well and organized well. they deserved it for those veterans. =) aftr the match. v went to Cameron. our last stop. =) v gambling all the way. frm penang till now. wow. won a lot money. xD 50 smthng. v went to a malay restaurant at cameron ther. v booked for 2 days. ate a lot. like moutain. coz hungryz till like hai de. later nitex v took a walk at ther thn bac to our apartment. the craziest thing was. after had our dinner. 2 hours later. coach phoned us and asked us all to go to his apartment thr and took steamboat! and the time was 12am. omg. aftr steamboat. our stomach really growing out a lot d. went bac to our apartment and gambled. AGAIN. =D v slept at 3 ++ am and woke up the next day at 8 ++am. zzz. all seems tired and steam d. wat2do. need to go for breakfast and farm de. v took a lot of pics inside our apartment. wont be post it out at here. coz thats a lot of it. will upload in my fs de. check it out huh. =) v went to the same restaurant and eat againz . later. went to farm and bought our strawberries and others. v bought a lot at there. especially ah sheng and ah zhi. u cant imagine it. abt 1 smthng. v went bac to the restaurant againz. and eat eat eat. zzz. should be keepin fit de at here. in the end. all addin up their weight. some fed up like me. ate less d. same shop de. zzz. aftr takin our lunch. v went to the tea farm and strawberries farm. last stop d. thn went bac to penang. thats a lot of fun wif my frenz. and thanks to Rambo. u kept usin chinese wif me. now i nearly cant used to it talkin hokkien wif frenz d. hahas. ENJOY THE CRC TRIP! =D
{/Saturday-Sunday-Monday-Tuesday --
Apr 14, 2009 ( 3:32:00 PM )
Saturday-Sunday
saturday thats a Dday for me actuallyz. zzz. feeling tired and cant slp. I cant wait to go for kui's praty tonight. coz i'm planning smthng. thats killing me. =X at the end. i went late. almost 11 plus only i reached thr. all going bac hom d. inlcudin hannah =( . coz i wana take this chance to tell her that. i fall for her d. for a moment i was so relief coz she's bac d. but my heart cant stands more. and i msg her! omg. thats suck huh. stupid tong. For god sake! i broke my own rules. i SMOKE . damn it. thats for the 1st time in my life i took it up. God damn it. i cant stands more. i wana released it out d. 3! i took 3! lucky i juz inhaled and exhaled it. dint made it into my lung. coz it will kill me. die faster. She dint reply anythin juz some sms wif the word errs errs errs.. cant stand it. called up chun kit and wei hong. play cc at strike to stress it out. played till 5am plus! =X Sunday thats the day i'm HURT a lot. was so down. she called me. her godbro answered the phone. and rejected me. so down.... but i told myself. i wont give up easily. coz i wana tell her that. i love her. and thats her. the only her.
Monday-Tuesday
went to skul on monday by wei hong car. dono wana talked wat wif hannah whn i saw her. juz feelin very gang ga. i scare i kacau her. and scare that she get shocked. and stil so thick face to talk wif her. i cant stand it. i wana talk to her. juz i don hav the guts to do it. i wan i wan i wan!! i missed whn she smiled at me. and wah towards me. i wan she do it againz. that nitex juz sent a good nitex msg to her. she replied me. =) i'm happy wif that. tuesday. today huh. stil the same. i dono wana talk wat wif her.. i juz scare. hannah. i'm not trying to pi kai u. juz i scare i dono wat topic should i start to talk wif u. =( i wana talk lots wif u. giv me sometimes k? i need times to digest it. i juz cant stop thinking of u. hmm.
{/OutinG and Get STUNNED! --
Apr 9, 2009 ( 10:43:00 PM )
Wednesday - Thursday
2 days d. i played dota. this time diff. coz went out and played. since i'm alone at house on wednesday. so i called up wei hong chunkit and wei lim for dota-ing. mrng at skul heard a lot of stupid stuff. and mthrf**ker. cant bear it up. try to release stress. thats the only way to think postively. and i don wan keep thinking those uneccesary stuff. sucks dude. nitex hang out wif pc and wilson. went to HONG. thx lot that i can wasted my time more on outdoor than stayin at house thinkin stupid. Thursday morning. today. went to fetch chun kit wif samuel . already made a date wif them to play . yesterday netcity today infinity. me chun kit samuel wei lim kelvin bryan yougesha and kumaran. dominated a lot. thanks again for noobies team that made me at least happy =) hahas. zzz. get bac. SHOW TIME i'm so stupid that continue playin at home. my dad fed up wif me and kept yelling at me. tiz time. he seems seriously. threw a chair and brke it up. i was juz shocked and standing at there facing the music. i should stop it. WAKE UP MR TONG. i need to phoned mummy. seems that she's the only one my saviour. i went to picked her up at tanjung bungah hotel (meetin at ther frm tuesday till tomorrow) mood so down. thanks to my mummy =) i ate a lot at there. free . ! coolz= D inside car on the way bac to home. mummy told me abt dad's reasons for angrying.i silent. and i knw. thats not my dad's fault and i should not blame on him. He get a lot of pressure since he get promoted as the Head of Maths Department. I'm sorry dad. i should not played. i should study and focus more to books. inside car.. going to cry. but i try no too. coz i wont crying infront of ppl. =X
{/Latest Update --
Apr 5, 2009 ( 10:17:00 AM )
Pc spoiled for few dayz.
now only got the chance to updated it. =)
FRIDAY
went so tuition. many newcomers today. MBS-ian dominate againz. v should be sitting infront. but the dummy girls conquered all those placed. v came late and ended up sitting at the back. next week v r going bac to front. later on. went to Revolution Concert (Christian Concert) not so interesting as i tot. din expect that very less attend it. v went for a while (me,ck,wh,pc,momo,give,gw,kk,alex and zy) me, ck , wh and zy went to Arizona? i think. not really knw the name. wana go early. coz i tired to c smthng take i dwn to c at CHUCRH!! Argh! zy left early during cc-ing. sam,hannah and zy went to M. v finished our game at 1 am plus? went to M and fetch them bac.
SATURDAY
ntg much to say today. at nitex abt 11 plus. ntg to do.wei hong phone me and ajak me to cc. hahas. ck not going coz at alor setar for chengbeng. v played till 4 am plus. wat the heck. and almost cant pay all the money. kept calculating whtr enough to pay or not. luckily yes. Jesus. =)
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FRM TONG
SUNDAY 1025
ENJOY FRENZSHIP =)
{/April Fool's Outing =) --
Apr 2, 2009 ( 6:39:00 AM )
yesterday 1st of april.
juz went to skul only.
many started to fool arnd de.
wth.
how old d? still playing huh? hahas. nvmd. i'm taking part too. xD
later on.aftr skul.
went for a movie..
1stly wana watch 12 rounds.
coz of someone else.
thanks to u now huh. =)
v watched KNOWING
me,chunkit,weihong,their frenz(look alike wang shao wei),poh chiang and monique.
whn v juz stepped into the ground of QB.
start againz our favourites one.
cold jokes.
hahahas.
and v stil can crapped a lot and fooled the ice cream girl.
hahas.
enjoyzed the show if u guyz. =)
thanks dude.
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